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Hi, im confused about love. i have always been the type of young lady (im 21) to believe that love is beautiful and passionate and that you can love someone so much it hurts to picture yourself without them. i am confused i have a boyfriend that ive been with for 2 years. hes an amazing guy, i can tell he loves me unconditionally. he does so much for me and has always been there for me. and i love him alot for the person he is and for never being judgmental and always trying to help me. his name is Nathan. but i don't feel that burning in my heart. i dont look at him and feel like i cant breathe. i felt that when we first started dating but it quickly vanished. sometimes i llok at him and cry to myself because i think how can i hurt him how can i not love him? i feel so horrible and i feel like im being ungrateful that i cant have the same feeling for him. ive tired i really have. but my heart longs for something more. i want to feel that passionate love. my family loves my boyfriend, so do my friends. sometimes i think im in this relationship for my family for the most part. i did want to be with him but now im just so confused. i dont want to lose him if the "love" i believed in isnt real. i dont want to hurt him he doesnt deserve it. i dont want to break his heart after what he has been threw he says im everything to him and he has proven it for all of our relationship. i cry as i write this. my heart hurts just thinking about the pain i can cause him. but what about my happiness and the love i crave for soo much. im just so confused and im searching for some kind of advice! i see romanitc movies and i cry because i wish to feel that. i know that movies are not reality but for the most part i should be able to feel some sort of that love...right? then why cant i feel it if my boyfriend is everything a girl can wish for. i dont want to lose him as a friend. i love him a lot i just never felt that love people descried. someone please help me. has anyone ever had that love i wish for if so please let me know it does exist! thanks :)